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Name: Professional Bee Killer
Country: Canada
State: British Columbia
Metro: Vancouver
Birthday: 11/22/1980
Gender: Female
Interests: languages [English, Cantonese, French, Japanese, a little Mandarin, want to learn Spanish], movies, music [singing, writing, listening], instruments [piano, percussion, cello, want to learn guitar], literature [writing and reading], travelling, shopping, import mods, sport bikes, acting retarded, volleyball, snowboarding, hockey
Expertise: bee hunting + swatting, being clumsy, pretending to be good at golf
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/19/2004
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| Look How Far We've Come It's funny how I feel the urge to come back here every once in a while. It happened again a few days ago and I spent the better part of a weekend day reading those entries. You know, the ones screaming out for sympathy. The ones where it seemed like I thought I could get his attention by ripping my heart out and throwing it at my computer screen. I don't know if my readers ever knew that eventually, even I got sick of myself.
I can't quite bring myself to just delete this blog. After all, I spent a long time here and this blog chronicles some of my best memories. And it's a good way to remind myself how far I have come - how far we've all come. He and I are friends now . . . finally . . . we've found our way to a good place with equal footing. It's funny how sometimes time seems to mess with your mind. Some things can feel like they were ages ago while also feeling so recent. That's how I feel about much of my experiences that are recorded here. Xanga friends: are you still here? Come visit me at my new[ish] place, will you?
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| It's Been A Long Time
Can't believe it's been over a year since I've touched Xanga. Especially when logging on a writing used to be a daily routine for me. Noticed that a lot of my old Xanga friends still do update once in a while. Just wanted to say that I'm still alive and kicking. Do head over to my other blog. Bye bye for now, Xangaland.
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| "She's Mrs. Lifestyles Of The Rich And Famous"
Gossip-mongers and boring people alike have been yapping about nothing but the Edison/Ah Gill/Cecilia/Bobo xxx photo scandal. For those interested, hop over to my other blog.
Xangans are a dying breed.
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| I fucked up and I know it, G.
I guess it's bittersweet poetry.
A good friend once told me that those who care about me know I wasn't the one who messed up . . .
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| It's Unbelievable . . .
Five years . . . half a decade . . . ago. I'm still not quite able to think of this as any other day. It's as though there is a footnote next to this date in every calendar, day planner . . . and for what it's worth, I still remember.
到昨晚夢醒過來
靜靜望著門外輕輕在感慨 你已變改
每次我內心發呆
默默落淚回味絲絲的心愛 痴心不再
＊這一生是否錯 這一生成意外
這一生中是給你一個
這一生不知怎過＊
＃今天我深深的回味那次錯
是你到最後離開我
明瞭緣份到底怎麼過
或以後到底如何
深深的回味那次錯
就算你再度難開我
明瞭情是已經不可再
最愛仍是你一個＃
REPEAT＊＃＃ When will this date go back to being just another box in the calendar?
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